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Aug 31

Ring The Bell

Have you ever seen one of those beautiful clips on social media where someone finishes their cancer treatment and rings a bell at the hospital they’ve been treated at to mark it? Often nurses, doctors and families are present to mark the moment with them, and all those gathered clap and celebrate, lining the corridor to cheer them off as they leave for the last time. It’s such a wonderful tradition, and so moving to watch.

Whilst I love it, I can’t help but feel sad that we don’t do the same thing for those finishing treatment in other areas of health, particularly mental health. Mental health therapies are often such hard work, and so much of that hard work happens in secret, perhaps without the same level of support and understanding people might offer if it was a physical health condition.

This poem imagines what it might look like to offer the same kind of tradition for someone finishing a mental health therapy, or perhaps reaching a point of discharge from services. As they walk out of a ward, treatment centre or therapist’s office for the last time, what would I want it to look like for them? What would I want to say. The words are below the video if you need them.

I would ring the bell for you
I’d line the corridor with everyone that you adore
Oh how we’d roar
Rapturous applause
For everything that you’ve endured.

I would ring the bell for you.
We would celebrate every step that you have taken
Commemorate every chain breaking
Heart break fading, your life a remaking 

We’d clap for all that graft
Graft that will last that changed your path
A path from which you won’t turn back

We’d see evey piece of grief
When pain didn’t cease and there was no relief
No reprieve, nothing that eased or brought you peace

The days you conveyed you wouldn’t make it
The prayers you prayed that did nothing to shake it
But you stayed, remained and found a way.

We’d name the pain that still remains.
We’d say to take it day by day,
We’ll walk beside you come what may.

Then one day…

You will ring the bell for them.
You’ll line the corridor with everyone that they adore
Oh how you’ll roar 
Rapturous applause for everything that they’ve endured
You will ring the bell for them

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Aug 31

I Choose to Live

The hidden disease lying in wait.
The careless drunk driver leaving the pub.
The terrorist with hatred in his heart.
The angry dictator with his finger on a button.

Every day there are so many things
That try to take this precious life of mine.
I will not be one of them.
No.

I choose to live.

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Nov 03

Raise the Bar Poetry Retreat

I recently had the privilege of being selected to attend the Raise the Bar Emerging Writers retreat at the beautiful Barley Wood House in North Somerset. The retreat was facilitated by poets Rachel Long and Nikita Gill (who is one of my heroes!) who delivered one to one feedback sessions with each poet as well as incredible group writing workshops. We also heard one another perform through an open mic evening, and we had plenty of time to get to know each other, write and enjoy the grounds.

It was also brilliant to have Raise the Bar team members offering their own workshops and I particularly enjoyed Kat Lyons’ skills workshop, which really helped me identify my goals as a poet, and develop confidence in my voice and things I want to say.

In Nikita’s workshop she asked us to really think about what kind of work we wanted to make, what we wanted our poetry to do. I wrote that I wanted my poetry to “tell the truth about how shit things can be, while leaving the reader/listener with an unshakable feeling of hope that they won’t stay that way”.

As we shared our thoughts in the debrief session my word of the weekend was ‘seeds’. I felt I had been given so many seeds, so many beginnings of things. New dreams, poems, ideas, possibilities and potential. Now its time to water them and watch them grow!

A huge thank you to everyone at Raise the Bar for such an incredible opportunity, and to Rachel Long and Nikita Gill for being such brilliant facilitators. This was a weekend I will remember forever.

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Jul 25

Chimes Anthology

I was very excited to see this book out in the wild as I browsed the bookshops of Bath recently! Chimes is a brilliant monthly poetry event that runs in the back bar at The Bell on Walcot Street in Bath. Lots of incredible poets headline and there is always the opportunity to sign up for an open mic slot. It’s a wonderful mix of people and I love that it provides a supportive and encouraging environment for new poets, as well as an established platform for more experienced poets to perform.

It was the first ever place I drummed up the courage to perform one of my poems, so I’m really pleased to have recently joined the team, and to have a poem in their recently published anthology which is pictured below. You can buy a copy at Chimes events, from Mr B’s Bookshop in Bath and in store and online at Magalleria. Follow Chimes on Instagram here.

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Jun 22

Fringe Arts Bath 2025

Three of my poems were featured in the 2025 Fringe Arts Bath festival, which consisted of several exhibitions spread over venues in the city centre of Bath between 23rd May and 7th of June. Fringe Arts Bath describe themselves as “Bath Fringe Festival’s cheeky little sister”, and provide a platform for early career curators and emerging artists.

My work featured in an exhibition called ‘Gentle Words Fall upon Loving Ears’, designed to be “an open love letter presenting work that captures the true beauty found within the domestic everyday life of queer relationships”. I really liked the idea of being part of an exhibition that celebrated the joy and everyday normality of queer relationships, rather than something necessarily focused on discrimination, prejudice or LGBTQ+ rights (although that type of work is really important). I chose three poems that I felt best fitted the theme, and whilst they were just for this exhibition (and my wife!) you can read or hear me perform one of them here.

The exhibition was curated by Ashley Cerrino, who chose to set the exhibition up like a living room, with artist’s work posted on the wall, a fridge, a TV screen, and performed through a queer poetry night. Ashley also included fridge magnets showing pictures of some of the artists and their partners, which was a lovely touch!

It was a privilege to be a part of, and a new experience for me to see my work displayed in this form. I’ve only ever showcased my poetry on a page, social media post or through performance, so to see several pieces printed large, framed and hung was really new for me! I helped out with invigilating one day, and it was wonderful to see people interacting with the exhibition and the work that was part of it. It inspired me to think more about how I merge some of the art forms I practice in, having had a desire to do this for a while now. I have tended to keep photography, film and poetry separate, but I hope over the next year I’ll get chance to play with mix these up a little more. A huge thank you to Ashley and Fringe Arts Bath for the opportunity!

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May 24

Enough For Now

One of my favourite things about Spring, is that moment when you first notice things starting to change – the beginning of the shift in seasons. Those moments are fuel for hope, proof that brighter days are coming, signs that point to a future where things blossom and bloom. This poem is about that. The words are typed out below the image if you need them.

Is there anything more beautiful?
Than the first bit of bud on branch.
The fleck of green in the dark damp soil.
The crack of a seed that will be a tree.

Is there anything more comforting?
Than the curtain of light as the closed door creeks open.
The silhouette of promise as sun peers out from cloud.
The slow fade from darkness to light.

Is there anything more joyful?
Than the first saying of your name by the child you made.
Or first baby steps. Hands that hover but go unheld.
The learning that becomes relearning or unlearning.

Is there anything more amazing?
Than the size of the seed that becomes the mustard tree.
The yeast that makes the whole thing rise.
The spark that starts the flame.

(It’s enough.
It’s enough.
It’s enough for now.)

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Sep 14

Stay

Stay.

Stay because the foxglove we planted didn’t flower this year, but I’ve got a feeling that next year it will.
Stay because you haven’t finished the book I lent you, and it’s about to get really good.
Stay because even though the sky is dark, the sun always rises.
Stay because the chunky beef chilli is on the stove, and if you wait just a bit longer it gets so tender and tastes so good.

Stay because you are the foxglove.
You are the book. 
You are the sky.
You are chunky beef chilli.

Stay because you will bloom.
Stay because your story isn’t finished.
Stay because light is coming, just like it always does.
Stay because tenderness is on the way.

Stay.

I really wanted to write a poem for World Suicide Prevention Day. I wanted to write something that might speak to someone who is struggling (if that’s you, there’s some helpful stuff here) with suicidal thoughts, without saying anything really heavy or depressing. You could read this poem and not know what it’s about – I deliberately don’t mention any words related strongly to suicide or suicidal ideation. But, if you need to know what it’s about, you will.

My experience has shown me that sometimes, someone in that situation is way beyond reasons to stay alive, cliches or intellectual arguments about why it’s better to stick around. They’re numb to how it will impact others or they believe it’s actually better for others if they’re not around anymore. They’re exhausted. All you can do is slow everything down and try to get them to think about the next day, the next hour, the next ten minutes even, and hope that something distracts or comforts long enough for those feelings to pass. Something like a book, a flower, looking at the sky, a meal you know they love. Sometimes, it just works.

This poem also takes on way more meaning when you’ve tried my chunky beef chilli. Honestly I don’t usually like to brag, but it is amazing.

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Jun 29

The Nod

Pride month draws to a close this weekend, so I thought I’d post this poem as a thank you to all those who have gone before me, and made my path safer as a result. I know I have a responsibility to keep making it safer for the generation after me, and I hope I am doing that in some small way. The poem is called The Nod, and the words are below if you need them.

We were walking in town my wife and I,
When an older gay couple caught my eye.
For a moment as they walked right by,
One looked straight at me, nodded and smiled.
I nodded right back and then thought as I walked,
How those nods weren’t just nods they were so much more…

A representation, a kind of me too,
A way of saying there are others like you.
That the path has been made and you’ll find your way,
That you’re not on your own, you’re not walking alone.

An affirmation of the love we’ve all found,
Shouted from rooftops without making a sound.
A celebration of love that was formed through struggle,
Refined by fire, flowers pushing through rubble.

A thank you for all you had to go through,
The battle you fought just to be you.
Your fight means I can be who I am,
That I can walk with my wife hand in hand.

I hope you remembered as you walked past,
That because of you every ceiling has smashed.
Please know that in us your legacy lasts,
That all you hoped for has come to pass.

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Mar 24

Our Love Story* (*as told by WhatsApp)

It was my 8th wedding anniversary recently (11 years together!) and I was inspired to write this by another social media post I’d seen. If you press play below you can hear me introducing the poem which will help it to make sense! I really like how this poem captures the love in its most ordinary sense, the everyday, mundane moments alongside the life-altering, earth-shattering ones, good and bad.

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May 24

Hall Pass

I’m in my primary school hallway
Council coloured walls and closed doors
Between classrooms standing on coffee stained floors 
A gateway

Lessons are in session but I’ve got the principal’s blessing
A hall pass of sorts permission to explore
To wander and ponder and search for more
An adventure 

I’ve never been out of place in these liminal spaces 
Always sat on the edges always outside the fences
Finding friends as I walk this way – a kid sent out, another running late
Familiar faces

Did I mention I stole that hall pass while in detention?
An open store cupboard door I just couldn’t ignore
It was a dance between chance and circumstance
Divine intervention 

So when they try to keep you confined
When they insist you must fit and colour inside the lines
Resist it and show them a different existence 
A life undefined 

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